Greetings, friends and new listeners, and welcome to The Sound of Faith. I’m Sharon Knotts thanking you for joining us today because we know faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God. I believe you or someone you know needs to hear today’s message, Defeating Self Doubt.
While there is a need for preaching against the pitfall of pride that snares many in the church and ministry, at the other end of the spectrum are those who grapple with a false sense of inferiority and worthlessness. They need this word of the Lord, Defeating Self Doubt.
Now there is a story, I haven’t told it for a very long time, I’m going to tell it again today. And in this story, I don’t know when it took place, I’m assuming maybe back during World War II era, I don’t know. But there was an American military person, I don’t know what branch of the military he was in, but he was stationed in Japan.
And he had a three-week leave. And so he rented a boat, and he sailed to an island that was part of a island group, a whole bunch of islands all close together in the South Pacific. And he sailed to an island called Keniwata.
And he stayed at the guest house on the island. And the thing about it, the guest house was managed by an American from Chicago. I’ll call him the manager, going forward.
And I’m going to call this other man, I’m going to call him a sailor, because he got a boat, okay? So the manager used to give the islanders American nicknames. And so there was one person on the island that he named Johnny Lingo.
Johnny Lingo. And so one day they were all just, you know, shooting the breeze and talking, sitting around talking, and the manager, the American manager, began to tell the American sailor about this guy, Johnny Lingo. And he said Johnny was the brightest, smartest, quickest, strongest man in all the islands.
He was kind of like a legend among the people. He was the best trader in the islands. He had many connections and he was very rich.
He had actually built a five-room house for his family on another island. And that was considered there an extreme luxury. He said, if you want to go fishing, Johnny Lingo knows the best places to fish.
If you want fresh vegetables, he’s got the best gardens in all the islands. If you want to buy jewelry, island jewelry like pearls, he’ll get you the best deals. But, you know, the sailor noticed that even while the manager was bragging on Johnny Lingo, he still was kind of like stickering a little bit.
And everyone else that was sitting around the other islanders, they were snickering. It was even a little kid sitting there laughing in a mocking way. And so he picked up on it.
And he asked, you know, I noticed that you all were kind of like snickering and sort of making fun of Johnny Lingo. And he says, why? So the manager explained to him, he says, five months ago, Johnny Lingo came here to Kinewata to get a wife.
And he paid her father eight cows for her. This happens in places over there like that. Amen.
And he paid eight cows for her. He says, now this was a ridiculous price. You could get a very good wife for four or five cows.
At the most, maybe six. But yet he paid eight cows for her. And so the sailor said, wow, she must be a beauty.
And the manager said, well, to call Sarita a beauty would be kind. To call her plain would be kind. He said, she’s very skinny.
And not only that, she walks around with her shoulders hunched over, looking down. And so he said, she’s scared of her own shadow. So the sailor said, well, then how do you explain the eight cows that Johnny Lingo paid for her?
And the manager said, well, that’s the thing. We don’t, we don’t get it. And that’s why the villagers always laugh whenever we talk about Johnny, because I mean, he’s the sharpest person in all the islands.
Yet he was tricked by her father to pay eight cows for her, to be his wife. And he’s a dull old man. Well, you know, this really got the sailors mind turning and he decided, I’ve got to meet this Johnny.
So the next day he sailed to the island where Johnny lived, to his home. And he was greeted and they went in and they sat down and they were talking. And while they were talking, in walked Sarita.
The sailor said she was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. She walked regally. Her shoulders were erect and she carried herself regally.
And her chin was up. And her eyes were beautiful. They just dazzled with light.
He could not believe it.
How beautiful she was. So when she left the room, he said to Johnny Lingo, he said, I don’t get it. I don’t understand.
She’s glorious. And yet all the villagers on the other islands, they’re laughing at you. And they said she was homely.
And they make fun of you because you got cheated by her father. And Johnny Lingo said, well, do you think eight cows was too much? And the sailor answered, oh, no, no.
But how do you explain the difference between what they said and what I just saw?
And here’s what Johnny answered.
He said, do you know what it would mean to a woman to know that her husband bought her for the lowest possible price that could be paid to get a wife? Do you understand how that would make her feel? And then later on, when all the women of all the villages got together and yacked and talked like women do, and they began to talk about their husbands, and this one said, well, my husband paid four cows for me.
And someone else said, well, my husband paid five. And someone said, well, my husband paid six. But Sarita could know that her husband paid more for her than any other woman on all those islands.
He paid eight cows for her. And so the sailor said, oh, so you did it to make her happy. He answered, Johnny answered and said, yes, but there’s more to it than that.
You say she’s different. Yes, she’s different. It’s true.
She’s different and many things, many things can change a woman, but nothing so much as what she thinks about herself. What a woman thinks about herself. How many know we can take this in the spirit now for us?
What she thinks about herself. Sarita believed that she was worth nothing. And now she knows she’s worth more than any other woman in all the islands.
He said, I wanted to marry her. I wanted Sarita. I love her.
I wanted her. I didn’t want any other woman to be my wife, but I also wanted an eight-cal wife.
And you know what?
He got her because it changed what she acknowledged about herself. Amen. It changed how she felt about herself.
And this shows why what we read in Philemon, to acknowledge the good stuff, the good things that are in you. Stop saying, I can’t do this. Stop saying that’s too hard for me.
Well, I’m not as smart as that one. Well, I can’t do what you do. I’m not as smart as you.
I’m not as capable. Stop saying the negative things about yourself. Stop saying, well, I’m not a good reader.
I can’t read the Bible because I’m not a very good reader. I can’t study because I don’t know how to study. I’m just not good at that.
Stop saying that about yourself and any of the negative things you say about yourself. I can tell you about myself years and years ago. This is when I was in my twenties.
I got a job at General Index in Cherry Hill, and they actually were a manufacturer who manufactured office supplies. And I was hired as a secretary. Fine, I could handle it.
I could do it.
I’d already done that at the church. But then they started asking me, before you leave today, can you do this and can you do that? And it was getting to be harder and harder, the things they were giving me to do, because it was involving more and more math.
And all my life, I never liked math. I hated math. I loved English and French and language and history and all those wonderful things.
And math was like, ugh, do what you got to do to get your credits and move on. Well, one day, the boss asked me to come in on a Saturday. I really didn’t want to do it.
I was a young mother. I had two little boys. I was so busy, but I wanted to make points with the boss, so I agreed to come in.
And he gave me this work involving inventory. Now I can count inventory. But what I want you to understand, it was more complex than that.
You not only had to say, we’ve got so much pieces of cardboard that went into this particular product, but you had to say how much you paid for each piece of cardboard, how much it cost to print on it, how much the metal was on it, how much the tape was that went on it, and then how much the labor. And you had to do this for all of these different things. And it was a lot of decimal points.
Nothing was just like ten cents. No, it had to be points, something, something, something. I worked for two hours.
I had a headache like you would not believe. Finally, I finished. I went in there and I put it on the boss’s desk, and he picked it up and he looked at it.
He said, it’s all wrong. I could have cried right there on the spot. And now you’ve got to remember, this is way back in the days of chauvinism.
You wouldn’t say this today. He looked at me and he says, don’t worry. I’ve never met a woman yet.
He knows what to do with a decimal point. He’s trying to make me feel better. That was his way of trying to make me feel better.
But here’s to his credit. To his credit, he sat me down. Now he had degree in accounting.
He sat me down and he taught me. I opened my mind up. I was astounded at how easily I was learning it.
I was learning it and I was like excited because all of a sudden I could do it. And after that, he would just go off and just leave stuff for me to do. And it got to the point he wouldn’t even have to check it because I learned it.
And I thought to myself, Sharon, you are not dumb in math. You may never love it. It may never be your favorite subject, but you’re not dumb in math.
You can do it. And I can do all the math I need to do to handle all the bookkeeping I do. And you know, if I want to go to the store and figure out how many yards of carpet I need, I can figure it out.
Amen. I’m not just saying Google it. I mean, figure it out.
So I had to learn, stop saying you’re dumb in math because you’re not. Now, if you want to be an engineer or something like that, then you’re going to have to be great in math. But you see, I had to stop communicating that to myself.
And getting back to Philemon 1,6, he says that the communication of your faith may become effectual by the acknowledging of every good thing in you. Now, I want you to tell me that’s in you in Christ Jesus. Put the first part of the verse back up on the screen.
I want you to look at that. And I want you to tell me what is the verb in that sentence. Which word is the verb?
Anybody want to tell me what the verb is in that sentence? Acknowledging. Acknowledging is the verb.
The communication of your faith, communication is a noun. Of your faith is a prepositional phrase, just describing the noun. But the action, what is the action in that verse?
The action is you’ve got to do something. The verb is an action word. What do you got to do if you want to have the effectual communication?
You’ve got to acknowledge. You’ve got to acknowledge. What are we acknowledging?
The good things that are in us. Amen. And if we will acknowledge the good things in us, then our communication will be effective.
We will have an effective testimony. Instead of sabotaging ourselves all the time, well, I don’t know. I just don’t see how I’m going to get through this test.
This is too hard for me. You sabotage yourself. Your test is going to get longer and harder.
You’ve got to acknowledge the good things in you. Remember, we always put ourselves in Christ Jesus. God has dealt to every one of us the measure of faith that we need to exercise the gifts and the talents that He’s given us.
And there’s always grace upon grace upon grace available to us. So that we can be effectual. And our Christian service can be effectual.
The word effectual means just what it says, effective, productive, fruitful, profitable. The Greek word is enegero. I’ve told you before, enegero comes straight into the English as energy.
God wants to energize. Oh, he wants to energize the good things in us. He wants to energize the gifts in us.
He wants to energize the anointing in us. But we can sabotage it if we’re always going around speaking negative things about ourselves. We’ve got to speak the positive things.
Amen. Here’s another illustration. I don’t know if it’s a good one, but it’s the only one I could think of.
OK, so you have an automobile. We’re going to make it a new fancy, expensive automobile. It could even be a V8.
It’s got all the bells and all the whistles. It’s got everything. It’s got a full tank of gas.
And it’s sitting in your driveway. And it will sit there. That engine will be a cold hunk of steel in your driveway.
And even though it possesses extraordinary power, it could go 100 miles per hour, maybe higher. Even so, nothing but nothing is going to happen till somebody puts the key in the ignition in terms that are now pushes the button. It will sit there forever until someone activates the power with the key in the ignition.
And then that will spark the engine. And then you can get going. And in the same way God has placed in every one of us power, power to be effective, we read it, he gives us wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, redemption.
Amen. We got a sound mind, we got a spirit of power. All of this is so we can energize our gifts and then bring glory to God.
But without the key to put in the ignition, we’ll never go anywhere in God. We’ll stall out, we’ll stall out, we’ll stall out. We’ve got to have the right key to unlock the power.
And we got to use it. So what is the key? Anybody want to know what the key is?
How are we going to turn it on? What is the key that’s going to turn it on? By the acknowledging of every good thing in you.
The word acknowledge, let me give you the Greek word, because it’s two words, epinosis. You’ve heard of gnosis because you’ve heard, preached through the years, gnosis means knowledge. How many know gnosis means knowledge?
You’ve heard of Gnostics. They think they got superior knowledge. Okay, you’ve got the ordinary word knowledge, but then you turn around and you put epi on it, E-P-I.
And it’s a preposition. It means upon. So you put upon knowledge.
What does that mean? When you put that on there, it intensifies it. It means you not only have knowledge, but you have full understanding.
You completely know and understand. It’s someone who is sure of their information. And certain of their facts.
And they don’t hesitate to communicate what they know about this particular subject, because they know this subject. How many know if you know that you’re fully schooled on a subject, you’re not afraid to speak about it? Now if they ask you about something you don’t know anything about, you’ll sit there with your lips zipped.
But when you were in school, and the teacher asked a question that you knew that you do, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Amen? And when they got on other things, you’re looking down in the floor, see if you drop something.
How many can see we can take all of these things and bring it in the spirit? So we have the acknowledging, we are fully aware of who we are in Christ and who He is in us. We are fully persuaded of it.
You cannot talk me out of it. I said, you will not talk me out of it. Now tell the devil, you will not talk me out of it.
I know who I am in Christ and who He is in me. You’re not going to heap doubt on me. I’m going to stop self-doubting.
I’m not going to do the devil’s work for him. Amen? I know who I am in Christ.
I’m an expert in this knowledge. I know who it is. Amen?
And that’s how I turn that key. I turn that key by speaking, confessing, boldly declaring who I am in Christ and who He is in me. And it gives me unshakable confidence.
Even when the devil comes and I got pain in my body, I’m feeling bad, I’m really down, and you know, the coward that he is, that’s when he comes. He always waits till you’re in pain or this is happening. That’s when he jumps on you.
And it’s easy then to give in to those feelings. But oh, no, no, no, that’s when you’ve got to turn the key in the ignition. Amen?
Knowing, possessing is not enough. You got to turn the key. Amen.
So how do we turn it on? Well, it’s pretty common to see what we would do. We speak it out.
We declare the good things that God has put in us. Amen. That means speaking sometimes out loud to yourself.
How many ever do that? Let me tell you something that’s a good idea.
And I do it.
I not only will speak out loud, because I do that a lot.
I talk a lot.
I’ll go so far as to say this. The person who speaks to me the most in my entire life, the person who would come in first place for speaking to me the most, would be my husband Benny. Because in the morning we talk, when we’re having coffee, he goes to work, he comes home, we talk, we eat dinner, we talk.
All evening long, we talk. We talk all the time. The number two person who speaks to me after Benny more than anybody, is Sharon.
I talk to Sharon all the time. And I not only say, you need to stop doing that. I’m not going to do that anymore.
No, that’s not right. Okay, but if I do this, you know what I even do? I’ll say, Sharon, I will use my name.
Sharon, you need to stop it. I’ve even said this. Sharon, you’re getting on my last nerve.
I don’t know, by saying Sharon, it’s like I’m talking to you, or you, or you. I like I would talk to a friend. So I’m going to talk to myself, like I would be talking to somebody else, instead of just saying, oh, you’re mumble, mumble, mumble, mumble.
Sharon, stop it right now. You know the Lord’s going to work it out. You know that this is going to pass.
I do it all the time. I think you should do that. That’s how you acknowledge.
That’s how you turn the key in the ignition. Amen. We’ve got this treasure in our earthen vessel.
It’s the excellent power of God. 2 Corinthians 4, 7. We have the treasure in our earthen vessel.
The excellent power of God is of him and not of us. And we release it by speaking out loud and using that key. Most of the time, the key is going to be a specific scripture or scriptures that pertain to your problem at the time.
The specific scripture, that’s why you’ve got to be in the word. In fact, the Holy Spirit will bring it up in your spirit. Then you speak it out, and that’s how you turn the key in the ignition.
Amen. It turns it on and you open your mouth. There’s a very powerful verse, Hebrews 4.2.
And Hebrews 4.2 is talking about the saints that were out there in the wilderness for the 40 years. And listen to what it says in 4.2. For unto us was the gospel preached as well as unto them.
Don’t ever forget that. It says that the gospel was preached to the wilderness saints. But look what happened.
But the word preach did not profit them not being mixed with faith in them that heard it. I think that’s remarkable information that they heard the same gospel ahead of time. But they did not believe it.
It didn’t profit them because they did not mix it with faith. There’s nothing wrong with the gospel. The problem was they didn’t mix it with faith.
So how do you mix the word with faith? What is the mixer? Everybody stick out your tongue.
That’s the mixer. That’s how you mix your faith with the word of God. You speak it.
You speak it. And faith comes by hearing the word of God. Last verse, 2 Corinthians 4.13.
I believed, therefore I have spoken. I believed, therefore I have spoken. It’s possible to speak the word of God without faith.
You can speak the word of God and have no faith. Just blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. But it’s impossible to have faith and not speak the word of God.
Amen. When you’ve got faith, you’re going to open your mouth and you’re going to speak it. Amen.
And when you stop saying negative things about yourself and you start saying what God’s word says about yourself, you’re going to have an exciting communication to share with others. Amen. It’s going to be credible.
It’s going to be powerful. It’s going to be effectual in Jesus’ name. Amen.
Amen, what a bondage-breaking word of the Lord, Defeating Self Doubt. I have observed that the primary tactic Satan uses to snare Christians, especially those in ministry, is pride. I mean, after all, it’s what caused him to fall.
But on the extreme opposite are Christians who struggle with their worthiness in Christ and in life in general. They are handicapped by self doubt that holds them back from being what God designed them to and steals their joy in Christ. They have not learned how to acknowledge every good thing that is in them in Christ, as Paul wrote to Philemon.
Knowing who we are and what our value is in God’s mind is vital to be able to stand when we face satanic attacks against our minds and emotions. Defeating self doubt is a word that will lift the clouds of doubt, worthlessness and despair, open one’s eyes to our value and worth in Christ, accepted in the Beloved. It can be ordered on CD for a love gift to the radio ministry of $10 or more.
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